When love begins

I always knew that love would come find me someday
But never did i know that it would be you who was headed my way
you simply captivated me , the same way you do when i look into your eyes
its true that every good and perfect gift is from above
you were presented to me as a beutifully packaged gift full of humor, talent, intelligence, beauty and love
“it isnt finding the perfect person but learning to see an imperfect person perfectly”
We all have our flaws but when i view you through my eyes, perfection is all i see
From when you laugh to when you’re upset, i still love the little things you do
Especially hearing you laugh and seeing your nose wrinkle the same way mine does too
Coming into this relationship has been hard at times but we’ve made it through
I know as long as we’re on this journey together, there’s nothing that we cant do
Sometimes i wonder if what we have is too good to be true
Too scared to get my heart broken and scared of the thought of losing you
But in the end, i trust in the author and perfecter of what i believe because what we ask for in HIM , we in return shall receive
I may not know what tomorrow may bring, for God is the only one who knows
The one thing i do know is that you are my one and only
For now, i’ll be waiting patiently for that day when we’ll be together that precious moment in time when i’ll say, “its you that i want to be with forever”
God made everything beautiful, precious and new
Just a beautiful and precious as the day will be, when i look into ur eyes and say, “I LOVE YOU”



I miss you when something really good happens, because you are the one i want to share it with …

i miss you when something is troubling me, because you are the one who understands me so well…

I miss you when i laugh and cry because i know that you are the one that makes my laughter grow and my tears dissapear…

I miss you all the time, but i miss you most when i lay awake at night and think of all the wonderful times we spent with each other and for those were some of the best times of my life…

I dont write to tell you that i love you and not to ask you for explanations that now you are not on time…

I just write you to express my feelings in this short paragraph that i want to tell you that i really loved you as i demostrated you, i dont know what happened but its too late…


I dream of when we next will meet
To hear your voice again
I know my heart will miss a beat
You’re more than just a man

I really should not feel this way
And though it may be wrong
I can’t just do what others say
With feelings so deep and strong

How can I change the way I feel
I need a switch to my heart
Life without you isn’t real
The pain’s too great when we’re apart

Life’s destiny had in store
Something we cannot deny
Please do not close the door
I don’t want you to say Goodbye

The love I have is so real
Such joy within my heart
These emotions I want to feel
Without pain when we are apart

When we each say “i do”

Each day i love you more and more
My heart it over flows and i have to wonder to myself
Do i always let it show.
I know that i can be stubborn
The truth i dont always see it hides away in the dark
Waiting to be set free
Afraid to put my trust in you
Afraid that you will leave
That you will take my heart again
And throw it back at me
But as much as i fear the love, it grows inside me still
Filing me with thoughts of you
Its the pain i want to kill
My heart aches for you Sweetheart
Its so full its about to burst
In my life you will always be, the one that i put first
Im sorry if i ever hurt you
My love does not always show but i can make this promise to you
My love for you continues to grow
I swear to always be here for you
And i know you will be here for me too
I cant wait for that special day
When we each say “i do”
We will live happily forever
In a home overflowing with love and each night before i close my eyes
I will thank our God above for giving me someone so special
A love thats always true
If i ever lost you Sweetheart, i dont know what i would do
You are the reason im happy
The reason that i live and for your happiness Darling
My life i would gladly give
Please dont forget that i love you and that i need you so much in my life
And we will be together forever
As husband and as wife


Some people may ask, why i do this ?
Many people may think, its to attention seek
The others may not notice, in their world of content

Some people may ask, why i do this ?
When im alone i see things in a different value
Guilt and fear, the pain makes them all disapear

Somepeople may ask, why i do this ?
Some day your world may end, when not everyone is a friend
Makes everything fade away

Some people may ask, why i do this ?
Not everyone will see, in the same light as me
Through the hurt…and for only a moment , im at peace

Silently Silent Tears

Wait, its never too late
Unable to decide and unable to comprehend
What i saw and what i witness

A silence braks through my thoughts
What was once many great ideas is now a lost
And inside myself , i take cover
What would it be like to stay there forever?
To be lost in all my cares ?
From inside and im looking out
I cry silent tears

Never quite really understand
These colourful emotions and what they were trying to tell me or do to me
The cautious person that life forced me to be
I was sceptical of life itself

The time to decide and the time to take action
Was thrust upon me in one single night
Seosons change and as the once silent heart
Whispered its way back into my life
The word that were silent came back alive

Just a couple of simple words
I promised myself i would not cry
Another day comes and goes
As i reach out to this thing called life
Ready waiting to share it with you

Would You Just Listen ?

Would you just listen and please don’t say a word, just yet,
I’d like you to think back to the very first time we met,
How you felt around me? The memories we shared,
And just remember that once upon a time, you really cared.

Now think about how we parted, and how much I cried,
But please don’t speak, remember that I never ever lied,
That I told you the honest truth about why we were to split,
But now I’d like you to know that my heart broke bit by bit.

The pain was deep, unbearable and painful, for so many years,
I’ll never forget all the sadness, all the uncontrollable tears,
Slowly I am rebuilding my life, I am content with what I’ve got,
And although it is hard I am beginning to forget what I have not.

You were a special part of my life that I will never forget,
A part of my life that broke my heart, but that I don’t regret,
You gave me some happy memories that I’ll keep in my heart,
Although sometimes I wish that you and I didn’t have to part.

You were my first love and my true love, that will always be so,
After all of the heartache, sadness and never ending pain, I know,
You and I had something special and that will never change,
Because I love you and loving someone else will always seem strange.

Would you just listen and please don’t say a word, not ever,
I’d like you to remember that once upon a time, we said forever,
That I had hopes and dreams, that I was the one who threw them away,
And this is something I will always regret until my dying day.